It’s so scary to take a piece that I already really like and put beeswax to it, but I did it and I LOVE the dreamy, hazy look it gave this piece! I’ve been working on this one a little at a time and finally decided to just finish it up! I think I’m the queen of procrastination these days?
Below is an example of what sketching on a ‘low self-esteem’ day can bring out of me I don’t know but lately I swear I see a new wrinkle, a new age spot and more hair in the sink after styling. It’s quite depressing! I’m getting the ‘why even bother!?’ mentality. When I feel bad about myself, I don’t take care of myself very well either. The diet is full of crap, very little healthy, good stuff these days. The worse I treat myself, the worse I feel about it. I see therapy in my near future if I don’t snap out of this and get a grip!